Have you ever felt that your life is a nursery rhyme gone wrong? Like you are Mary and you don't have a little lamb, or you are Jack Horner always sitting in the corner? Well, my life right now is emulating the life of the Old Woman in the Shoe. Didn’t she have so many children she didn’t know what to do? My life exactly!
What is so strange is that it seems normal now to have two babies of our own and Kenny, 6 of course. Also we are very used to taking care of little 7-month-old “Henry” and we have added a little 6-year-old girl who will be adopted with Henry. The six and seven year olds are so very busy all the time. We have our hands full, yet God is still adding babies for us to care for.
Can anyone remember what happened to the old woman in the shoe? I can only recite the first few lines. Did she pull out all her hair and need a wig? For sure her hair was as white as snow (mine has tinges of that). Or worse yet, was a psych hospital her last known address?
When I was in my twenties I wanted to birth twins. I thought how cute it would be to dress them alike and have one like Scott and one just like me. My friend who had twin boys would console me saying, “Really, one child at a time. Twins are tough.” But I was sure MY twins would be angels in disguise.
Well, now that we are watching several babies, my opinion on the matter has changed. Having more than one baby at a time is NUTS!!! If it weren’t for my older kids and other helpers, there is no way I could accomplish this. Now don’t get me wrong - I am not complaining. I love each baby dearly. I am just realizing that my past desire for twins was uninformed and I am finding that experience is the best teacher.
So yes, I have so many children that I don’t know what to do, but I am doing what God wants me to do. If we only help these kids, wouldn’t that be a great enough mission? It will probably never put us in a history book, but we get the privilege of being part of the history of each of these babies. That is a much better reward than any other accolade.
by Monica Barlow
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Monica,
Praising and thanking God for your obedience, your love, your faithfulness to these children. Dear one, you are impacting the generations and the nations through your love and sacrifice.
Hug each precious one for me,
Sarah Dawn
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